How is it possible for a friend that passed away 3 years is adding me on facebook? I want to know who this disgusting person is… because I am already Friends with her…and so for this person to create an account and impersonate my friend…. wow you are sick.
I’m not trying to take your place or responsibilities…. I’m just trying to structure them.
Get over yourself bro…you weren’t doing a good job in the first place and you still aren’t now.
Man people are just getting on my nerves lately…
Show me the same consideration and respect I give you please…. that is all I ask… you don’t even have to like me…because trust me I sure don’t like you either man. But at least I give you the respect people should just give to one another.
If I saved my money from working this summer so I do not have to work during the school year….it is mine. I worked hard for it…not you. I can do what I want with it….not you. Seriously…. I have been planning to make this purchase all week because it was on sale from its original $70 for $30….like seriously I wanted it and you totally ignore and disregard me when I ask to take me to target to get them…when you agreed to take me and now they are no longer on sale and I am not willing to spend that much money now…. " you can always buy them later" not for that price esp because winter season is starting………. me, myself, and I earned this money from tutoring like 5 people during the summer to spend it when I want.
Sometimes…… you really just piss me off. STOPPPPPP TRYINGGG TO CONTROL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM 20 YEARS OLD!!!!!!!!!!
I can have more shoes, clothes, jeans, bags if I want them and If I am spending MY OWN MONEY for them…..
I am so stressed out right now…. I know this because when I get stressed I spot clean everything in my path.
I am lacking so much right now…
I am so discouraged… but God uses the weak to lead the strong right?
Last Sunday I was so pissed of for some reason…. I don’t know why. By the end of my day my mood was a lot better(thanks to 4 people who didn’t even know) but during the day I was just so down…and a lot of things were running around in my mind.
Maybe this weekend will help me out. Youth Group Specialty Palooza. I need a new set of mind.
How can something so good turn into something so bad in an instant?
My night was very eventful to say the least….
Here are some key words:
1. Sketch old gas station……
2. Diesel in regular car……
3. Almost 12am
4. Kathy, Jordan, Ryan, and myself.
5. A horrible man…… I mean just awful
6. Corrupt world we live in….
7. And finally Gods amazing protection.
I never want to experience something like this again.
I love my friends so much right now:) my oikos family is a major blessing seriously….
But the amazing thing is that God kept us safe when we were at the edge of danger he had his hand over us. Man God is so good.
My weekends lately have been slowly killing me lol constantly tired… I usually recover after monday but this time it is not working.
Friday: YG bible study I am usualy leaving by 12am.
Saturday: Oikos prayer meeting 6pm-10pm and praise practice 10pm-12am
Sunday: YG then Oikos 10:15am-2:30pm and painting from 3pm- 10:30pm…..
Go home and work on school stuff till 3am.
If only you could see my heart and how much it goes out to this ministry. There is literally not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you guys and how much potential you have. How much I am dying to see you guys grow into the future generation of leaders within this church. You will never know how immense my love is for you… Only God and I know how much.
I hope that you are ready for this change that is happening… Because I definitely am.
Some of you… Are willing to see your potential…and some are not willing yet…but God is all about timing so wait for your time to shine in his light.
Lets be the bright light like JDSN said:)
I hope many of you come out to friday service… Because fellowship is what makes the ministry grow as well as learning His word.
my weekend starts after tomorrow…. and I cannot wait.
Friday youth group teacher meeting… we are pulling all the final details together for the youth group. I cannot believe we already have this semester filled with things to do. I am excited we are talking about winter retreat right now and I am thrilled:) this is a major first for us with retreats.
Things are changing big time.
Sept 7th: Friday nights are starting back up.
Sept 9th: First actual bible study with new teachers.
Dec 26-29th: Winter retreat!!! (subject to change).
so happy to finally see the ministry I loved for two years coming together. God is soooo good and amazing.